Blessed is the man who perseveres under trial, because when he has stood the test, he will receive the crown of life that God has promised to those who love him. – James 1:12 (NIV)

It was in 1995 that God spoke to me for the first time. It was the beginning of what God had in store for me. He has shown me the way and I am about to let his people know about how my life will change and also yours. I hope that my testimony will help to save my brothers and sisters from the hell that earth will become after the Almighty Lord comes to get us.

The LORD examines both the righteous and the wicked. He hates everyone who loves violence. – Psalm 11:5 (NLT)

As I was sleeping one night, I suddenly found myself walking down a dark tunnel. At the end of it I could see a light and hear church bells.

“What is that beautiful sound?” I wondered to myself. “What an angelic sound.”

I continued to follow the wonderful sound of the bells and when I reached the very end I saw a church!

“What? Where am I? Am I in heaven? But how did I get here?”

All of a sudden, I am back in my room and my son is crying for his bottle. I didn’t want to leave that place. It was so beautiful and the church was as white as snow. I will never forget how the church bells sounded.

Once again as I slept I found myself in Heaven and near the church from before. And God said, “This is what is waiting for you if you repent and serve me.” When I awoke and was again back in my body, I cried to God, “Why didn’t you leave me there?!”

However, as it is written: “No eye has seen, no ear has heard, no mind has conceived what God has prepared for those who love him.” – 1 Corinthians 2:9 (NIV)

As time passed, I had forgotten about Heaven and I kept thinking that it must have just been a dream that felt real…

But the longer we wait, the larger we become, and the more joyful our expectancy. – Romans 8:25 (MSG)

And then it happened…

I found myself looking towards Earth while standing on top of the highest mountain. I had no idea how I got there. Then God spoke.

“Sarah, look to the right and then look to the left. Look again to the right.”

All of a sudden I see the Earth had turned a reddish orange and there were people running west while screaming and crying, “Help me, God! Help us!” I was confused by what I was seeing.

Then I saw a wave of fire and I screamed, “God, I am going to burn! The wave is coming towards me!”

God replied, “My child, I will shield you because I am God and I shall protect you.”

If we are distressed, it is for your comfort and salvation; if we are comforted, it is for your comfort, which produces in you patient endurance of the same sufferings we suffer. – 2 Corinthians 1:6 (NIV)

The wave of fire passed over me as I saw all of the pain and agony of the humans burning in the fire and their screams of suffering.

I asked God, “What is the meaning of all of this, why are you showing me this?”

As I waited for his response, he once again showed me what was happening. I then noticed that I wasn’t standing on the top of a mountain but actually on the palm of God’s hand.

His voice was strong when he said, “You will tell my people I am coming and that this will happen to them if they don’t repent.”

I said, “But God, no one will believe me.”

And God replied, “You will do what I ask.”

The next thing I knew I was back in my bed and wondering, “Why me, God? Why?”

If we stick it out with him, we’ll rule with him; If we turn our backs on him, he’ll turn his back on us. – 2 Timothy 2:12 (MSG)

I kept everything that God had shown me to myself for a while. Then one day I finally decided to tell some of my family members. Whether they believed me or not, I don’t know, but some of them said that I should go and preach the word and not keep it to myself. But after telling them, I kept all of what God said to me to myself again because I thought that nobody would believe me and that I would be ridiculed.

I continued my life of sin, but I couldn’t get what God had shown me out of my head. I kept telling God, “Please have someone else do it!”

As I write this now I wonder, “How could I have kept the most valuable thing that God has told me a secret?”

God has put me through a lot of trials in my life, both good and bad. Finally one day I thought to myself that God had forgotten about me. That maybe I didn’t have to tell anybody about the end of the world. But then one night I found myself standing in Heaven and in front of the tall gates, but they were shut tight.

I screamed to God, “Please, let me in!”

God responded, “You haven’t done what I have asked of you! Go back. You need to finish your job!”

I said to God, “But God, no one will believe me!”

And God said, “Then you shall never enter through these gates!”

I begged and begged for him to open the gates, but he never did. Even after all that, I once again kept it all to myself and never told anyone of my encounter with God and the gates of Heaven. I continued to live the life of a sinner and I felt as if my life was falling apart. I cried to God numerous times, but I was convinced that he would not listen. I even cursed his name for the miserable life that I had.

Because you have kept my command to endure, I will also keep you safe from the time of trouble which is coming upon the world to test all the people on earth. – Revelation 3:10 (GNT)

One stormy October night, I heard God’s voice, but more strong and angry, and he yelled to his people and all who believe in him,

“HERE I SEND MY 3RD HORSE WITH FULL STRENGTH AND POWER TO DESTROY THOSE WHO HAVEN’T LISTENED TO ME!”

I have never heard his voice be like that before, strong and demanding. As I heard God’s voice, I saw the Black Horse turn right and disappear. I feared what was going to happen when the 3rd Horseman came because I knew more now that the end was getting closer and closer.

Say to those who are afraid, “Be strong, and do not fear, for your God is coming to destroy your enemies. He is coming to save you.” – Isaiah 35:4 (NLT)

I told my family that the 3rd horsemen was out and what God had said to tell his people. At the time, I was confused because nobody could tell me who or what the horseman could do. But as I write this now, God has given me the information that no one had been able to explain to me.

When the Lamb opened the third seal, I heard the third living creature say, “Come!” I looked, and there before me was a black horse! Its rider was holding a pair of scales in his hand. – Revelation 6:5 (NIV)

Weeks passed and then God came to me and said, “Sarah, tell my people what I have showed you!” God showed me the clock of Heaven and I saw the time was 11:54. I asked God what it meant and he said that time was running out!

Why did God continue to appear to me and why did he keep showing me these things? Why am I not brave enough to tell his people? I kept letting the fear of people judging me and laughing at me or calling me crazy hold me back. I asked God once again, “Why me?”

One Sunday morning, a guest from the hotel I work at came to me and began talking to me about God. He told me to pray and not let myself be led astray by the demons that walk on earth. While I listened to this man, that’s when I asked God, “Give me the courage to tell him your vision.” As I told the guest what God had shown me, I felt so happy and relieved. The man listened and said to me, “Praise the Lord and do his job!”

Days later, God appeared to me again and said, “Sarah, see these 3 seeds that I am holding? I have spread them throughout the earth. Now spread my word before they grow completely because as soon as they grow, it will mean destruction for mankind.”

The following Sunday, there was a gentleman at the hotel who was there to pick up a pastor. I told him what God had said about the seeds and the gentleman looked at me and said, “Who knows what that could mean. It can be something you are doing wrong with your life.”

I couldn’t believe that he said that. He claimed to be a man of God and he tells me something like that. I felt like he had said that God is a liar. I looked up and said to God, “See, God, no one will believe me.”

I decided to wait until later on in the day and told another “Christian” about what God has shown me. That person’s reply was, “Maybe it was the devil that was showing you something. Don’t tell a single person what you saw. You need to start praying to God!”

Oh my, what is wrong with these so-called Christians, telling me that the Devil is speaking to me and not God! I was so angry of how these people who call themselves Christians wouldn’t believe that God has spoken to me.

“So, I guess God is a liar,” I say. NO! Nobody will speak of Him like that. I ask God to forgive them because the Demons spoke through them.

I will bless those who bless you, and whoever curses you I will curse; and all peoples on earth will be blessed through you.” – Genesis 12:3 (NIV)

Once again I kept everything to myself. I didn’t want anyone saying that I was a devil worshipper.

Then one day God called upon me. “Sarah, I need you to tell “T” that he needs to go back to church and preach my word. He has abandoned his doing.”

What? Me again? Why God?

So I called my friend “T” and told him what God asked me to tell him. It felt so good to give him such an important message because I knew that it would save his soul from hell.

“Commit to the LORD whatever you do, and your plans will succeed.” – Proverbs 16:3 (NIV)

A year passed after that and I hadn’t heard God’s voice again. I felt like he had given up on me because I hadn’t spread the word like I was supposed to do. I felt alone and depressed that the Devil was winning my soul slowly, but I continued to call out for God to help me. I cried and cried and cursed his name. Satan kept telling me lies, trying to convince me that God didn’t love me anymore because I had failed Him. And I believed those lies because that’s exactly how I felt.

Don’t be afraid, for I am with you. Do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you. I will help you. I will uphold you with my victorious right hand. – Isaiah 41:10 (NLT)

One day, I was watching a video with my family about a girl that God had sent to hell and to heaven. She was told to preach His word to his people and I felt like she was talking to me through the video. I felt God near me and say, “See, you can do it too!”

That night I started praying and I asked God to guide me and to give me strength and to show me the way. The demons heard my plea to God and they came to me and said, “No, no, you can’t do that. Stop, you have to stop. You cannot speak of anything God has told you.” I called upon God to help me and get rid of the demons because I would not let the devil or his demons stop me!

I called to God and said, “God, I know the Church I want to go to. Please guide me and have “T” help me and let the pastor know that I am coming to spread the word.”

God spoke to me, “I will show you the way and guide you. Here you will see when you speak of my word.”

I saw myself in the Church I have picked and I was telling the church to close their eyes and bow down because God was here to show them the end of times. As I was speaking, God was standing to my left and He showed the whole entire church what I had witnessed years ago. As I continued to speak, God never left my side. Then I knelt down on my knees to God and said, “Thank you, my Lord! And please forgive me for I have sinned and kept your word to myself.” When I was finished, “T” came up to me and said, “God was standing by you while you spoke and he was the most amazing thing I have ever seen.”

Proverbs 3:13 (NIV) says that true happiness is found through knowing God’s Word, “Blessed is the man who finds wisdom, the man who gains understanding.”

Finally, I knew God hadn’t forgotten me and I love him more and more. Now that he has finally showed me what I will do in the future, the next step was about to start.

I found myself standing by God in Heaven inside a small white room. He showed me how to present my testimony to his people and he mentioned that there are 3 parts to this. First how to present it, second to preach it, and the last is how I will fight the Temptation.

I looked around the room wondering, “Temptation?”

God then took me into a room full of people and they looked like they were sinning, but in Heaven? God stood beside me and kept saying, “Temptation, temptation, temptation.”

I replied, “I can do this.” Boy, was I wrong.

When a wonderful image of a man came to me, I fell for him for some unknown reason.

Don’t lust for her beauty. Don’t let her coyness seduce you. For a prostitute will bring you to poverty, and sleeping with another man’s wife may cost you your very life. – Proverbs 6:25-26 (NLT)

God pulled me out of that room and said, “You have failed! Let’s try this again.”

Again and again we practiced the 3 parts and over and over again I would fail the 3rd part. God had so much patience with me and I kept saying to him that I couldn’t pass temptation. And he kept saying to me, “You will pass because if you don’t, you won’t be able to continue what I asked you to do.”

Over and over he continued with me and I continued to fail on the 3rd part. Finally I told God, “I can’t do this any longer, God. I keep failing you. I am tired and feel weak.”

God replied, “I will not let you fail because I will stand by you and we will fight this!”

When I woke up that Sunday, I had to work and I felt tired. I prayed and asked God to forgive me for failing and that I needed his help to fight the evil of temptation because I want to preach his word to his people.

But remember that the temptations that come into your life are no different from what others experience. And God is faithful. He will keep the temptation from becoming so strong that you can’t stand up against it. When you are tempted, he will show you a way out so that you will not give in to it. – 1 Corinthians 10:13 (NLT)

Everyday I feel God standing by my side and protecting me from Satan and his Demons. This is only the beginning of serving my Lord. The rest will come and God will show me the way.

As I finish writing this, I saw Jesus opening the gates of Heaven and he said to me, “Welcome, my child. The kingdom of heaven awaits you.”

May God bless everyone who reads this. My favorite saying now that came straight from the mouth of God is: “If I don’t see you tomorrow, I’ll see you in Heaven.”

~ Amen and Praise the Lord ~

On your feet now – applaud God! Bring a gift of laughter, sing yourselves into his presence. Know this: God is God, and God, God. He made us; we didn’t make him. We’re his people, his well-tended sheep. Enter with the password: “Thank you!” Make yourselves at home, talking praise. Thank him. Worship him. For God is sheer beauty, all-generous in love, loyal always and ever. – Psalm 100 (MSG)