If you typed that question into a search bar, something real is behind it. Maybe it's a failure you can't stop replaying, a season of silence from heaven, or the suspicion that everyone else gets grace and you get leftovers. So let's answer it plainly: yes, God still loves you. Not the cleaned-up future version of you. The current one.
"But God demonstrates his own love for us in this: While we were still sinners, Christ died for us."— Romans 5:8
Notice the timing. Not "once we got it together." While we were still in the mess. If God's love required deserving, the cross would never have happened — it exists precisely because we couldn't earn our way back.
Guilt has a way of impersonating God's voice. But conviction and condemnation are different things: conviction says "come back," condemnation says "stay away." Only one of those is from God. Romans 8:1 says there is no condemnation for those in Christ Jesus.
"For I am convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither the present nor the future... will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord."— Romans 8:38–39
Paul wrote that list like a lawyer closing every loophole. Your worst day is in there, covered under "nor anything else in all creation."
The specific thing you're thinking about right now — the one that makes you feel disqualified? First John 1:9 says if we confess, He is "faithful and just to forgive us and purify us from all unrighteousness." All. Peter denied Jesus three times with cursing; weeks later Jesus put him in charge of feeding His sheep. God restores people as a pattern, not an exception.
Tell Him the truth — that's prayer. Read Luke 15 slowly and notice the father runs. Get around people who talk about God like He's kind, because faith rubs off. And read stories of people who were sure God was done with them and found out otherwise — that's exactly why GodSparx testimonies exist.
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